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I'm a mexican young artist~ I love UTAU, Vocaloid, anime, some videogames(just nintendo), and lot of thing x3

but~ I hate macro, micro, violence, fights, fighters (any kind) os if you like some of this thing, or you're a troll, GET THE FUCK OFF MY PROFILE/GALLERY :D

I love all my family

-LOVE OF MY LIFE-
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UTAU Maruko-Ami Blueberry UTA-Duo!!! >:3
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DA FAMILY:
-BROTHERs-
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-SISTERS-
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-MASTER OR SEMPAI-
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-UTAU ONIIs AND ONEEs-
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Im tired...Im really tired and sick!.....

this ain't worth it....it doesn't worth it....Im tired....

why? Im always f*cuking caring about others and stuff....they said ''do to others what you want other to do to you'' but its all bullshit!....Im tired...im sick and mad at everyone and everything...


I always wanted everyone to be happy and smile...even if it cost my own happiness but ENOUGH! I want my own happiness...but it seems that I dont deserve it...I dont deserve nothing...Im a horrible selfish brat and that WILL NEVER change.....

you people will just say stupid things and advices and I DONT WANT THEM!!....all I wanted was someone at my side and just a hug....but how could someone do that for someone like me?....Im dumb and I dont deserve ANYTHING in this world...Im really...REALLY serious about this

Maybe you have noticed that maybe I always want to be the main character or you may call me an attention whore....and maybe you're right or I dunno!....Im just tired and sad I want to cry again...maybe If my characters are always based on me or look like me its MAYBE cuz I want to live like that...maybe you think that is bad to escape reality but WHO CARES! I DONT!....

I just wanted someone to love me like that...no matter if I were selfish and stuff...but WHO could ever do that? no one!....Im alone!...and I will be forever if I dont ''change my attitude'' but WHY DO I HAVE TO CHANGE??! Why is ME that it has to change?! why Im always wrong??

Nobody can just say Im nice....or smart....or pretty.....or at least that Im right in anything?? I guess not....cuz Im an error in this world....Im some of those people who born like an error...like...I wasn't supposed to be the sperm who wins in the uterus or something!

Im just tired...I just want to hit my head against the wall or bite my arms until I bleed...

I hate how I draw...Im lazy, im selfish, im drama queen WHO COULD EVER LOVE SOMEONE LIKE THAT??!

Im despicable....

Also in UTAU....it makes me down that I always worked hard on it and I dont get any know or anything....Maruko is know by no one...and that hurts me too....

I want to give up FOREVER in this life....I want to DIE....I want to kill myself! and im serious....but I cant....Im afraid of the physical pain before I leave this world....Yes you read right, I havent commit suicide cuz I think it will hurt!.

Im tired...and I want to cry....and NOBODY can say anything to make me feel better...cuz words are words and I dont want your FUCKING advices!...no one understand....and no one will....so FUCK YOU ALL! I know you're gonna hate me or forget about me soon....

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irouniki Mar 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nyaaan~ qué lindos dibujos!
UTAUUU :heart: -eterno amor hacia Namine Ritsu-
En fin, mucho gusto! Soy Iro!
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irask Feb 17, 2014  Professional General Artist
gracias por el watch!!
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MARIELA-HB-NEKO Feb 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the watch Broken Fighting Dome (Kawaii Please) 
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heyitsjei Jan 29, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch back!!
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Thank you very much for the watch ^^
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:iconmarrow-wg:
hola ternura ewe 
gracias por el watch :heart: 
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wizardotaku Dec 11, 2013  Student General Artist
gracias a ti por watchearme primero x3 <3
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:iconmarrow-wg:
no tienes que agradecer <w< peque 
me gusto su utau :heart:  
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wizardotaku Dec 11, 2013  Student General Artist
aww muchas gracias ;w; trabajo duro con el x3
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